What if it's not really true... you know ... that stuff I was taught... the things I was told by the folks who know these things... you know... the answerman folks.... those professionals who have all the answers to everything....... what if that stuff was actually a lie...

so.... after finally getting to tee off on that memorable day.... I spent the next couple of hours trying to hit golf balls and talking to the Lord about all my complaining and attempts at manipulating...  before getting to the real issue...

My golf game continues to disintegrate... I think I will just blame it on our foliage season here at the B&B.... I'm probably just plain tired out and my little old body is refusing to do what I am telling it to do... we'll see...

So here's how that went down... the adjustment... it was the day of the Super Seniors Championship at Copley Country Club... I had been playing the best golf of my life... the past 3 years I had finished first or second....runner up last year.... won it outright the year before... and was runner up the year before that... boy was I ever confident... I was top gun... I was the best of the rest... it was my year to win again...

I can give illustration after illustration about what this looks like... about how this works in the nitty gritty of daily life... you see...it has to do with those what's and why's in my life... rather than the actual circumstances... it can be at work... at home... out and about... doesn't matter... we are talking here about Philip's "natural man" and...

Get real, Philip... whadaya mean... another dimension... another realm... there is only one dimension... right here... right now... this natural world... the one we are living in... come on, Philip... get on the planet old fella...

What a difference a day makes...

My flowability today was awful... I mean really bad... all kinds of stuff going on before I even took my break and drove off to play 9 holes up at Copley... which is something I try to do every Monday thru Friday... hitting little white balls as hard as I can, usually seems to help my flowability....

I thought I had made up a new word.... "flowabilty"... my ability to flow with everything that happens during the day... the ability to go with the flow and flow with the go... anyway... I googled it and there is actually a word... but it has nothing to do with what I have been trying to say... so I think I'll still call flowability ...my own new word anyway...

I know this is pretty heavy... but try to handle it... tomorrow turned into today....it actually happened.... tomorrow did become today this morning... and it won't be very long before today will become yesterday and tomorrow will once again be today... and once again we survived...we did exactly what we were supposed to do all day.... and tomorrow (when it turns into today)...