I thought I had made up a new word.... "flowabilty"... my ability to flow with everything that happens during the day... the ability to go with the flow and flow with the go... anyway... I googled it and there is actually a word... but it has nothing to do with what I have been trying to say... so I think I'll still call flowability ...my own new word anyway...

My ability to flow seems to depend on too many other things though... especially things like how I feel at the moment... an email that just came in... the weather... the phone calls... someone at the door... all of which help determine my flowability...  "to go or not to go"... "to do or not to do"... become the questions... choices... choices and more choices... decisions and more decisions... so I ask...

"What if..." all those choices and decisions we make every day, really aren't quite as important as we think they are..?

What if.... the important thing was why we do what we do... why we choose what we choose... what are our motives... what is our driving force behind all our actions.... hmmm...

I've noticed that those what's and why's seem to have a great affect on my flowability...